my baby is now five & a half month old and like most babies, she likes to cry & sometimes scream for no reason during evening. I know it's a normal behavior with unknown reason even in modern science, but the cries is driving me mad. sometimes i really want to kill her just to get her mouth shut.

the families of both me & my husband are not here so we're rather alone. I feel helpless esp like now when my husband is on his trip...no one even share a bit of comforting work. I have no time to even prepare dinner for myself.

I try to put her to playmat, her bed, car seat (to rock & roll) and are all not working (she just turns to scream from cry) except i hold her in my arms but she is way too heavy now and also I do need to eat and 'escape' after the full day caring for her.

any advice ??