I can't believe the amount of humanity that is hidden behind the screen of my computer!... I am speechless and moved. I don't feel so lonely anymore and I really mean it, you gave me a lot of strength just letting me know that you are there.
I can't answer properly one by one, I'd write I novel. Just would like to say that me and my husband already managed to go for a couple counseling. I have forgiven him, but I did it only with my brain, and mostly for our child's good. But my soul is aching.
HTD hinted at STD, for example, this is a thought I have and which I cannot cancel: how could he be so irresponsible?
And what Castro wrote: men who see escorts are likely to be repeat-offenders: I totally agree. When I discovered his subterfuge he said "I can't help it". So this means that I will always have doubts whenever he goes out, cause he's sex obsessed.
And all this means, in a word, that I am disgusted.
He is a perfect dad, however, and I can't think of my child growing up without him. And he appears repentant, like a person who didn't realize how dangerous his behavior could be and suddenly woke up.
barron wrote "Think what is important to you in life and what all possible options you have". This is my problem, now. I don't know what's important in my life anymore. Too many things have changed in the past months (I have not a job anymore, not a carrier, no friends, no family), and I don't even know who I am anymore.
Thank all of you