I left Switzerland for the holidays and went back to second home (The Netherlands) and I dreaded coming back. I decided to think why it was that I was so fearful and once I spotted it, I acted on it and now I am happier.
I understand though that you might not be able to act on it as I did (I had to talk to my boss about a few things) but i would recommend thinking what is it that bothers you and then see if you can do something about it.

Good luck!

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