Liv,
I do feel the same way then you
but hey look look the bright side of it
you are a mom of two great kids
i can t say that

and you speak perfect English and have a Diploma
ok i see you have International retail Management
not certain what is this diploma,did you hire peoples
in Retail ?
or can you do something that will apply to retail
i come from the retail world,Retail manager
and i have been looking at jobs my main obstacle
here is the Language,need to speak Fluent German
i guess by the time you had spend here you German
is good,so why don t you look at Department store
Jelmoli,Globus,i have seen they hire Retail management
peoples and you have IT experiences,so i m certain you have
options.
Keep your chin up.
take care.