My life

I´ve been through some difficult times the last years.

My life didn´t always look like it looks now. There were times I wanted to finish my life. Just close my eyes and never wake up. But I decided to fight for a better life. I thought there must be something better than that.

I sorted my life (and sorted out my husband and some "friends") and started a new beginning. I decided to keep my eyes more open, started to believe in some different things and concentrated on the things which are important for me. Not for anyone else.

But looking back at my past and at my future, I can say that I´m living exactly the life I always wanted to. With my little family, with fabulous friends and a fabulous horse. I´m grateful for every single day with all for them.

With real friends on my side, I´ve got the feeling that everything is possible. Some friendships are a bit more special than others. They brought me back the trust and confidence and faith which I lost during the years. They help me to find my priorities and to keep my feet on the ground. I would be nothing without them. I just can assure to be always there for them, no matter what happens.

I wish that they live a life without regrets, just like I do now. At least, we only have this life now and then. And no one gets out of here alive. With what I`m writing this? I write this with my heart & soul and optimism and all the love I feel for my friends. Thank you B. & M. for being my best and closest friends I ever had in my life.