that's how I feel. I took 2 courses but then they got too $$$$$, I have a BOATLOAD of books/tapes/cds at home as well as sites and sites bookmarked on my PC, I've created my own binder with printing pages off the net...I'm actually overwhelmed and teaching myself in a really choppy manner. Which I feel isn't really working.
I know alot more words than I think, but when it comes to properly forming them into full-on sentences, I freeze like a deer in headlights
I have to buckle down and get a SYSTEM to my madness, I feel like a dog chasing its tail somedays.
TOO MUCH INFO. CANNOT COMPUTE!
(pm me, maybe we can set something up..I'm right in Zurich)